Monday, January 12, 2009

Do you believe that you're special- that you're unique?

I do, but it seems that the place I'm in stifles me. It makes me feel bored, mundane, and like everyone else. Kinda like a member of the clone army in Star Wars. I have the courage to think differently, but I'm not brave enough to say my view out loud. I guess I try to break out through my actions- what I choose to do and how I choose to act. The thing is, I have to get used to everyone judging me, be it positively or negatively. And sometimes, I feel a little lonely and ask myself why I can't just be like everyone else. It's human instinct to want to be a member of the pack, I guess. It's hard to find somewhere I can truly fit in.

But one thing I feel strongly about is that no one should ever affect how you feel about yourself. And that's a belief strong enough to keep me going.

1 comment:

trinh said...

I believe you are special, darling. And you are right, no one should affect what one thinks of oneself. I think Eleanor Roosevelt once said "No one can make you feel inferior without your consent." :)